Material Happiness?
Every weekend i find myself in only one place and that is in Low Yatt Plaza in KL. The reason is to shop for tech stuff...anything from the latest LCD, PDA, Gaming Mouse, Wireless HEadphones....you name it my list goes on and on. It does give some joy...the idea of going there to get something....but i guess im expecting all the material items to give me more joy and contentment.
Sadly I aint gettin it! I find myself trying to justify spending so much money with the fact that i work hard all work and somehow deserve the things i wish to get. Slowly i see myself losing the value for money i once had as a student. Back then RM100 was a big deal it meant survivng for a WEEK. Nowadays its slowly becoming chump change....pondering about this makes me realise that im going down the path that i swore myself never to. Im becoming an obsessed shopaholic...a kiasu...and an absolute SHOW OFF! Not good not good at all....today i took my first step instead of dumping rm700 plus on a new printer i went for a cheap and yet practical alternative of getting a HP printer for only RM139.
Why is it that men esp need to prove themselves...their worth...their capabilities ...their potential....i find myself falling into this at times. Is it social pressure and expectations or is it that it is self inflicted? I need time to ponder.
I need rest and a quiet place....:)













